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Bad Start of 2011

2011-01-21T00:08:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling worse than falling out of love right now. Having to know that i need to wait until the judgement day of Feb 25th could possibly killing me bit by bit. This is probably be the worse news i ever heard so far. It has been etching in my head for more than a week already but how come it seems that a short 6 weeks of waiting could be such a toll. Time is crawling pass so slowly. The fateful day still linger in my mind just like it has just happened yesterday. How can i shake it off my head for a peaceful night? Somehow i wished it's tomorrow but a part of me fear that it come too soon. I seriously don't dare to think what could have happen after 25th. Lets hope all the things can be positive.

Just as i'm coping with this desvastating news, i had another blow. It seems like there are endless waves of blow coming my way that i could hardly handle.

Maybe we were not meant to be. Maybe i've slipped away the chance to cherish. Probably a regrettable one. Since you have suggested to put down all the feeling then i shall agree with you. Thanks and sorry for everything.

2010-09-26T02:38:00.000+08:00

Why do i have the feeling that i'm losing you bit by bit?

I just wanna see you.

Priority?

Perhaps the last.

So much on my mind but i couldn't form any word to decribe it.

Fortune Fortune Telling

2010-09-25T12:52:00.004+08:00

Hmm, how is the feeling of knowing something good or bad after you'd someone reading your fate in life through ur plam? Isn't it amazing and shocking to know a person could decipher what has been in store for you as you walk along with your life, no?

As i'm looking at my plam, even though i know none about the plam reading, i see that the lines are so short. Probably a bad sign or something huh? lol..

Still, i'm quite curious about how my life's gonna be like but on the other hand scare that i couldn't accept the bad outcome that coould be known to me after that. Probably not now, i heard everytime you go for a fortune reading, your life will shorten by abit. Don't know how true is that but it's better to believe it than to be sorry.

I will have mine in the near future probably. =)

Phrase of Life Reflection

2010-08-24T00:41:00.005+08:00

Finally i'm out with the NDP predicament. Also gone through my FATEP. Which is quite similiar to our usual outfield exercise. The feeling was about the same except that there were evaulators roaming around to catch and pin point to our mistakes. Nevertheless, it's all over!!

Apparently, today is my off day and i'm out slacking with choon hua at macdonal. It was the moment of slacking that we've realised how long we have not been having this kind of luxury to slack. When was the last time i slack in a weekday with a clear-headed mind? Probably during my poly days.

This has then made me realised how i've been taking for granted of the chances to slack back in my school days. Taking for granted of the chances of not studying hard enough; mug harder enough. Looking back, i would still prefer studying to working. Studying was purely carefree with a little stress here and there but that was trivial and insignificant. Taking for granted of how we spent money like water and oblivious of how hard the money was earned by our parents. Now, it was like a cycle. I could feel a twitch of pain in my heart just like how it echos with my parents nagging back when i was younger.

Felt like it was all a part and parcel of life realization when it hit the right age and mentality.

That's How The Brain Functioned

2010-07-11T23:07:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, i took a cab back home, the taxi driver uncle started talking to me about the world cup. Although i didn't follow the world cup very closely, i still hear my friends saying it about some of it. So he was saying about the "paul the octopus" putting its bet on spain and on the contrary, the parrot placing its bet on holland. Then he said he was amused at how both creature can predict the game so well and accurate but why can't human predict it as well as they do?

He further add on saying because human always think too much; like how a simple thing could turned out to be complexly percived. I couldn't agree more with him. Don't you think so too?

Getting Drained Out Every Other Week

2010-06-20T21:46:00.004+08:00

Hmm, as what the title stated, it has been depressing and also exhuasting of not having any quality rest time for myself. Even though i've mentioned more than enough on how unhappy i'm with the NDP rehearsal, it still never enough to keep racking this shit up in my blog.

Nevermind, i shouldn't do it further.

A few days back, i was thinking since it's world cup fever right now, i would jolly well place some soccer bettings in singaporepools. Therefore, i placed the bet on germany but unexpectedly they lost. Then i've come to my realization that i never won any betting from singaporepools since the day i knew how to play betting. Be it 4D and Toto. That's sad and ill-fated, isn't it? Haha, but i will not resign to what is labelled in me because there's always something, a hunch that keep me going and keep telling me not to give up. Eventually i will win big the next bet to come.

Lets be hopeful! =)

Still Mulling Over Weekend-less

2010-06-17T20:12:00.003+08:00

Okay i've gotten the latest news for myself. I will not be having any weekend enjoyment until national day! Who can be more sadder than i do? Haha! Yes, i can only laugh it off to console myself. Just my luck to be in this full of shits. BAH!

Yesterday when i was having night's out with my bunkmate, and ramdomly we ended up talking about sex chromosome. Okay i gotta admit that i've no idea what's a chromosome until he explained to me. But that not the point anyway! And the other point is i know about it somehow already. Haha! And yes that not the main point again though. My bunkmate told me normal human being has 23 chromosome and not more, not less. If there is any differentiation, then that person will have some kind of illness, for instant, the down syndrome which has an extra 1 more chromosome.

He added that before the child is born, we can check for the chromosome already. Whether the child has any abnormality in his chromosome. From there, you can decide whether to keep or abort the child.

Then this left me mulling with a question. What if you found out that your child has an addtional chromosome in him. After the breaking news, will you consider keeping this child or just abort the child to end the child's future agony?

This would definitely struck me with dilemma. A hardest decision making. Whether to give the child the opportunity to see the light and to breathe the air or to just end his life to prevent dolory in his future.

Hmmm, just a thing to ponder.

Weekend-less

2010-06-11T19:32:00.003+08:00

Goodness gracious! How great to not have any weekend for some relaxation and meeting up with friends and family due to some NDP rehearesal? No choice but to accept the fate though. Just gotten back from outfield this week. A bad week for me because i had a minor dislocate on my same old right arm again! It has been quite sometime since i encounter that. My right arm is getting looser and looser each time i dislocate it! Oh gosh!

I got no time for this month and probably next. But no matter how busy i am , i would find a way to make time for the important person of mine. Vice versa to the important person of mine too, i hope.

Anyway, i'm going for mahjong session later. Wish me luck. Loads and loads of luck. =)

Bye Bye...

Missing In Action No More!

2010-05-29T17:25:00.002+08:00

Hey hey! Alright i have decided to blog back.

Nothing much going on in my life other than revolving with army stuff right now.

Come to think of it, i have served the national service for nearing 9 months! How cool was that? Haha! Up till now, my army life has been a great one with all awesome bunkmates. Seriously,
without them, i don't think i can survive through man! Although sometime i felt that i couldn't click well with them in terms of opinion, they are still a great bunch of good friends.

Afterall, i think NS is not that bad. Is just how you think of it. Would you rather waste a good full 2 years or make full use of it? Definitely the latter.

Alright going for BBQ now.

See you guys! =)

A note for you.

2010-05-02T04:39:00.007+08:00

Perhaps if it's the only avenue to talk to you, i will do so.

Not sure if u will read it however it's worth the trying nonetheless.

Just one question that i would wanna know.

Do you still holding a torch for me?

I don't know what happened and really, i really do, want to know how come it has come to this state. All these while, we were just fine. But your sudden unresponsiveness struck me hysterically. Please tell me what's happening rather than putting a silence to everything.

Pertaining to the question that i've asked, yes i still holding a torch for you. Perhaps you will wonder why i still initiated the break up a year ago. Even though i have already clarified to you the reason but it wasn't the root reason to it.

Because i always felt that we have a gap in between us. Not because of the age issue. But i've considered and compared to our qualification, financial and status. Remember i always tell u not to buy me things so often? And how many of your friend opposed to this relationship? Back then, i think that we were from a different level of status. Somehow there's a mismatched or so.

You were always ahead of me, neither can i catch up with you in terms of qualification and status. You will be a teacher where i'm still uncertain of my future. You will be a teacher while i will become a soldier. Furthermore, i still wanna continue study after my national service. I told myself i must get a degree so that i can be on par with you and could eventually catch up with you.

Maybe because of this, i couldn't put my all to you. This hinders my feelings for you. Or should i say, i couldn't overcome the robust pride in me.

After the break up, i thought i could move on. Thinking that national service would only be my focus. Helplessly, it wasn't the fact. I still misses you. Realized that i'm so foolish. I've made an impulsive break up.

Back in action, perhaps??

2009-12-16T02:00:00.003+08:00

Somehow, somewhere in some part of my heart, i still couldn't let go of this litte blog space of mine. So here i am, back in action! Maybe just for today, probably.

Alright, how's life for me so far?

I'm good!

It has been 3 months of serving the nation and still, there's a long dreadful way to go. Like another 1 year and 7 months? Bah, by thinking of it really make me feels like a jailbird! Yes, literally a-bird-in-a-jail.

Nonetheless, 3 months has passed so unknowingly fast like a blink of an eye. So by the next blink, it would be 1 year and 7 months later! Hopefully.

Looking back a year away, things has changed tremendously. Character per se.

Somehow, it seems like my body moves chronologically but my heart has lagged a year behind to somewhere it might be.

Well, so much for my come-back post. But till then for another post which i can't even foresee.

Goodbye...

Listen well...

2009-08-14T02:10:00.000+08:00

Sometime it's really good to listen to some old school song like this one below.

Unknowingly...

2009-08-09T06:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm, the last time i thought my national service is still far away was 3 months ago but how come it has expedited the days so unknowingly short?

It's always so fast going when it's nearing to a speacial day like my national service.

Haha!!

Lost and found.

2009-07-23T22:28:00.005+08:00

Oh great! I have acompany already. Qiyou has lost his job and he is like me now. Rotting and decomposing. Haha.

Okay, going to jog later with my new partner.

See ya!

How have i been?

2009-07-20T02:23:00.003+08:00

It's as though feels like everyone is moving except me.

They are in a state of madness while i'm in a state of serenity.
Or reversed?

Right now, i'm thinking what am i gonna do after i wake up tomorrow.
Do they troubled over what i'm in now?
Doubt they do.

A little of vexed and a little more of boredom makes me insane!
Previously, i said it was peaceful but how it has broken down to this state?

Everyone said i should continue working, maybe i should however, i wanna go against their opinions.

And that is to prove, perhaps.
To prove that i can be independant without any monetary assistant from them.

The other day, i obstinately declined the help from her thinking that i might regret later.
Luckily i did not.

My pace of life has taken a slower speed; a tortise's moving per se.
Will it be like a tortoise and a hare race?
Will i reach the destination before the hare does?

Anyway, when September comes, everything will resume fittingly.

I wanna be a millionaire!

2009-07-17T19:06:00.002+08:00

Hmm, time really pass by so quickly without any hesitation.

Is it only me that thinks this way?

Half of a month has passed since i've stopped working. Now, slogging at home like a parasite. Haha... isn't it peaceful? I thought so too.

Had a sudden thought in money. Why is money so important these days? Or is it all along important even in the olden days? When i was small, a mere $2 means a big significant amount for me but why has that value/amount decreases when i'm getting older? Money is never enough for me now.

Hmmm, i wonder where will i be for the next 10 years to come. Probably richer than now? I'm so eager to know it yet wanna take thing at a time to find out. Let time reveal itself, right?

Pull me out from the world!

2009-07-09T00:54:00.002+08:00

Smelled explosive after ingesting a bomb down my throat!

Don't ask me why i'm behaving like this because i don't even know the reason myself. I ought to reflect myself a little while before i interact with people now.

Sometimes i don't mean what i say, like how my tone of speaking can change sporadically unbalance. Plus a little of my care less attitude i supposed.

Alright, i'm awfully fucked up basically.

Unexpected!

2009-06-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

Woah!! Guess what? I passed my Trafic Police test. Like what the title has stated, it is really unexpected. Anyway, I'm on cloud nine even until today because i thought i'm getting an immediate failure from right at the beginning of the test. Shan't elaborate the situation but i nearly bang onto the other car and the tester helped me to stop the car. I think i got my liscense by sheer luck. Many has tell me this too. Bah, anyway, i passed!

Please tranquilize me.

2009-06-24T22:13:00.003+08:00

Breathe!!!!!

Breathe hard and exhale slowly please!

Oh gosh! I'm really in a very panic state of mind right now. Tomorrow will be my Traffic Police test and to be honest, i'm freaking mentally unprepared! Psyhically, i'm less unprepared though. Sigh, never have felt this sort of feeling, so anxious and stress. It's worse than when i'm taking my O level!

Damn, this feels terrible.

Rubbish gibberish!

2009-06-16T23:36:00.003+08:00

Argh! I felt utterly disorganised. Yes, everything's everything! I don't know why, it seems all appointment with friends were messed up. Hate that kind of feeling. Damn that driving lesson. Damn that instructor. He should really see who are in whose position to set the driving lesson dates! I'm the one! Still, he sets the date. Fuck shit. i'm stuck with that old fart. Cross my fingers that i can get over and done with the driving by this June, if not i'm gonna see that ignorant instructor for more session!

Resolved

2009-06-08T22:53:00.003+08:00

Found out something even more shocking than what i have previously found out. After knowing it, actually, it doesn't seem to be as worse as what i have initially thought of. What i can say is, i will also keep it as a secret.

Hmm, how life would be in a rich family? Will they, likewise, want to try living in a poor & poverty condition? I have been sporadically thinking how great i would be in a rich family. It would aptly lighten a burden of brooding over financial predicament.

Done a quiz in FB, noting that i will be rich in 10 years to come! Yes, i know it's lame and naive to believe in it but it has liven my mood more or less. Haha, alright crap.

Hopefully i can quit my job and seriously decide on what activity or courses to pre-occupied my already-so-dead life. Haha, any suggestion? Dancing class? Yoga class? Singing class? Sports? Sigh, i'm clueless.

Never!

2009-06-03T03:02:00.002+08:00

The apple doesn't fall far from the tree.

But i'm sure it does!

In need of a money tree

2009-06-01T01:49:00.004+08:00

How is everything for me?

Doing fine except for something that i shouldn't have know but known to me unexpectedly. It's an agony for me to remind me every now and then sporadically. The faith in someone has gone for the very moment i know that great secret. Should i be happy of knowing it or should i not?

Have you ever experienced such things where you were unintentionally found out something you shouldn't know but after having to know everything is a torture to yourself thereafter?

It's applying to me now and i hate that kind of feeling. So lost and can't do anything.

Apart from that, i'm doing real fine. Argh, how i wish i can go on a holiday again. I need money and money is everything as of for now in my life!

2009-05-16T13:22:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...Cheng Yin told me she saw a book in Page One titled "Thing You Need to Know About Girls" In the midst of curousity, she took the book and flipped open it. She was appalled by what she has seen in that book. Little did she expect that inside the book was actually blank pages.

Isn't it a joke or a mistake that Page One selling this book? Hell no, there's meaning behind it actually. It means girls are so complex that couldn't even express in words.

Totally agree with it.

2009-04-11T23:18:00.004+08:00

Oh darn! Have been walking on a downward luck lately! Kept losing mahjong. Anyway i certainly believe it's temporary and i strongly believe it will come back after my rotten luck has finished. Just like how sunshine always come out after the rain. Haha, alright crap.

Yesterday, have a chat with my oldest bro and Kingsley about investment. It really captivated me to seriously ponder how should i mold my future to be. To be a poor man with no savings or to be otherwise? Of course no one would want to become the former. So i've made up my mind, i want to save up my money, at least part of my earnings. Wait till i've the capital, i would make some investment to grow more money out of the capital that i've saved.

At this age, i really need to think for my future and not lazing around without any planning. Living a happy-go-lucky life is not somewhat achievable huh?

P.S: I'm glad it's somehow settled. =)

I'm on temptation island!

2009-04-02T22:11:00.002+08:00

Argh, i'm trying my best not to spend all of my pay before my Hong Kong trip! Or rather not to even touch a single cents from it. Pray hard to my buddha, i need a relieve from my urge! Oh man oh man, i hope i can survive from it. Please pray along with me.

Hmmm, currently i'm working at my dad's company as an office boy! Haahaa... Sometimes i felt regretted not to work outdoor and chose to stay indoor. Because it's very boring in the office. Basically, i'm paid to use MSN in the office but on the other hand, isn't that a good job to work on? Anyway, i regretted but still felt half-hearted to change to work outdoor. Alright, am i confusing? Okay the bottom line is there's pros and cons on both la!

Yes again

2009-03-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hmmm… life’s been liven up without going to school and paradoxically, I’m quite not used to not going to school. It’s as though I’m hanging in the air, remained stagnant without a clear direction to move on. The last time I felt this way was when I’m waiting to get into polytechnic. At least, for the 3 years in polytechnic, I’m moving and progressing but right now, I’m stuck in a cross junction, choosing another new route to walk on. Yes again, it’s time to make a choice! It will dread me and I abhor this kind of feeling!

To remain as closely as to this reality, getting a degree is mandatory to me personally. My view point of looking at a degree certificate is actually to help one to increase one’s salary. There is no linkage of passion to one’s salary. Because passion always dies off half way which is not real to this world. Or perhaps, at least, it happens to me. Therefore, I’m hoping to get a degree and quickly go out to work. I’m already slow as compared to the people out there where they are serving the nation or even studying for a degree right now. But I’m stuck with the waiting to serve the nation. But of course, even though I’m slow in a sense, there had been so much opportunity cost where the faster people couldn’t get. Happiness, quality of life and perhaps realization.

Encored.

2009-02-26T23:10:00.001+08:00

Hmm, feels like blogging back. Life been great recently! Something has changed in my life. A positive one i should say. =)

也许我有时太傻太呆又太闷
甜言蜜语不是我的风格
但请相信
真心从来不会少一分
多嘴的人恋爱
从不会认真

Adapted from a song by Kenji Wu

Actually i have drafted an entry earlier, but i didn't post out.

12 february 2009,
One may wonder how situation can turned out ugly and beyond reconciliation? Many at times, one couldn't address to the matter immediately which inevitably lead to a worse off situation. Apparently, one just care less to be bother despite awaring of the problem. Which graudately became a norm of not facing the problem. In turn, worsen the situation.

Life, at times we take for granted. Taking for granted of your parents, friends and maybe rights. I've been neglecting my mum for god knows how long and certainly felt remoseful to keep going out and not staying at home to accompany her. Yes, i'm aware of it but still not addressing to it. No actions taken inspite of knowing the problem.

Just that i found out from my brother, she actually has an intention of sponsoring me $300 for my Hong Kong trip which i deemed she wouldn't care of sponsoring me. After knowing the sponsorship, i'm not even happy but guilty. Guilty because i didn't treat her good enough. Always shout at her and scream at her when she nags her way through, whenever she sounded irritating to my ears. Nevertheless, i've made up my mind of using my own money to go Hong Kong. Thus, for that and for once, i don't wish to use her money. Furthermore, to prove my dad that i'm not only know how to spend their money but earn my own money for what i want. I don't want him to look down on me basically.

Okay, this was just a sudden urge in blogging. Afterall, i'm still lazy to contiune the blog, just by thinking of maintaining it, would be a dread. See how la! Haha...

Quit. Closed. Stopped.

2009-01-16T00:22:00.004+08:00

Okay, this would be the last entry. I've grown tired of blogging already and i'm not in a mood to blog too. So must well stop blogging for now.

Come to think of it, i've been blogging sponstanously for 3 years plus and I'm just so lazy to blog nowaday. Furthermore, blog still has its limitation. When i first started blogging, i actually wanted to improve my English and subsequently thought that i could record my life in here. And now, i'm just too laidback to maintain this blog. So yup, bye.

2009-01-15T15:01:00.002+08:00

Haha! I managed to get my passport extended. Which means i'm going to Hong Kong in April. Just so happy. It will be fun with the other 8 buddies along. Till then...

2009-01-14T23:24:00.003+08:00

Gosh! Unknowingly just realised i have not been stepping out of Singapore for the past 5 years! My passport has long been expired on the year 2005. Worse still, i didn't know the government has changed the passport to a biometrix passport. Just how outdated i am. Alright gotta renew my passport tomorrow for my Hong Kong trip in April. Can't wait to go man! Haha...

On a lousier note,
Do i really need to say things so clearly so that you will initiate to talk? I'm just utterly utterly disappointed and perhaps, pissed. If you ever bother and think that it's you, then it's you. I just can't be bothered anymore. Take it or leave it. That's final.

2009-01-06T23:49:00.001+08:00

Yes yes i know i haven't been promptly updating my blog because i'm so busy with my reports and tests until today. I'm a free man now, maybe for just a week though. Next week i've tests again. Goodness gracious!

Okay actually i have nothing to blog about. So bye, ya.

2009-01-01T15:57:00.010+08:00

Yup! It's year 2009 now. How's year 2008 been to me? Well, i guess it's pretty fantastic! Not to mention some devastating news that happened especially coming to the end of the year. Okay maybe i should just briefly say it. First of all, my dad is freaking bias! I have learnt not to talk about money with him, it's as good as slapping my own face if i talk money to him. From now on, i won't even talk money to him ever again. I really mean it. Secondly, it's Jia Mao! Hey you gotta recover alright! and lastly, it's the medical checkup. Yes, i got a freaking PES D for the reason they know and i don't. Yes i know it's PES D for a temporarily 3 months. But it really hit me that bad. Just like some parts of my life has been chipped off. I don't wanna miss my happening NS life to just a mundane life for NS. But it cant be help, it's my health that failed me. I know there's more but i just can't remember except for the recent cases.

Alright, it's year 2009 now, no point dwelling over. So yesterday, hang out with the usual clique for a dinner at Hougang and went to Qiyou's house for some drinking. Just like the previous new year eve, we also went to his house for drinking. furthermore, we took the first photo in the year 2009! Haha, shall post it when i get it from Qiyou, together with the Christmas pics and the overdue prawning pics!

Hmmm, what else?

Oh ya, my new year resolution!

1) Get my diploma
2) Go oversea with my buddies!
3) Pass my driving

Okay can't think of any as of now. So tentatively like this first.

Bye all.

2008-12-29T23:45:00.003+08:00

Just now i had a good laugh while watching Yes Man.

A real good laugh.

I really need that today.

=/

2008-12-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

When it comes to "action speak louder than words", originally i could correlate "empty vessel makes the loudest noise". Why? Simply because when a person merely saying words without action, it is also as good as lying with assurance.

Every connection met is always by an event. The connection can then be said to be a bond. Once the bond begone, it disappear forever good; connection snapped and unable to turn back.

Recently i have been thinking how does these 2 meanings has brought upon me and out of me. Am i expecting too much?

P.S: Awhile ago you're talking and another while you're silence. Just like my feeling; going up while you talk and down while you're silence. Please please get well soon.

2008-12-15T22:45:00.005+08:00

If fortune cookies can reveal the fortune of oneself, i rather not eat it. And likewise, if fortune telling can unwrap one's fate, i rather not hear it. Isn't it just so creepy to know your own fate? Like how it will bound to happen just like a déjà vu. Perhaps let nature take its course would be a better way to face our own fate.

P.S: Get well soon.

2008-12-14T21:06:00.011+08:00

Doesn't have the time to blog because i have been working the Siggraph Asia conference event for a full tiring 5 days. Didn't have enough sleep and i've to reach Suntec City as early as 6.45am. Such a relief finally and i can sleep like a log today. Practically been sleeping the whole day and my mum was so worried that she asked me how come i kept on sleeping. LOL!

Have yet to upload Qianling's birthday BBQ celebration. So here it is.

Yes, guess i should really reflect on myself. Feels that i've been behaving so nuisance and impatient. It just behave naturally to me. I know i should quit that behaviour but was unintentionally doing it.

2008-12-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, no doubt to agree that there's only one sin and that is theft. Which every other sin is a variation of theft. Just like when you kill a man, you steal a life, you steal his wife's right to a husband, rob his children of a father. Or even when you tell a lie, you steal someone's right to the truth and when you cheat, you steal the right to fairness.

P.S: Extraction from a book called The Kite Runner.

2008-12-01T23:53:00.019+08:00

Why women so easily believed by mere words? So gullible that they can believe whatever the other party said and not wanting to find out whether is it true? So venerable that they could not protect themselves. So stupid that they can't differentiate what is right and wrong. So brainless to even think or analyse. So stubborn to stay in their own world.

Sigh...

Okay there's some photos that i have yet posted. Shall do it now.

My Birthday

Last day of my internship

Hmmm...seriously i don't miss the company and the people there, mainly because the welfare of the company is not what is being expected. Not the ideal company that i will want to work in and of course, i won't want to go back there again. Still, i'm thankful for being there. Learn quite a lot of things over there and let me experience how is it like to be in the working society.

Deming's Birthday

Yes! Celebrated the army boy's birthday. Dined at V8 restaurant and afterward heading to settlers for some rounds of board games.

P.S: I don't understand but definitely worried.

2008-11-29T12:37:00.008+08:00

After reading back my past entries, one thing that i wanna say is i really change a lot. No longer that innocent because what i see back then was like a frog inside the well. Revolving only with my buddies and seriously what is matter most back then was friendship. That could be a piece of my simple mind. Nostalgically, it seems just like yesterday when i read back. I can still vividly recall and recollect those incidents that had happened back then. Isn't it just so amazing for our brain to do that?

Alright another thing to announce. My attachment is over! Like finally.

2008-11-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

Okay today would be only pictures of my birthday! HAHA.

Celebrating with Stephanie&Christina!

Celebrating with my buddies!

2008-11-24T23:33:00.004+08:00

Yes i haven't had a time to blog about my birthday. Anyway i would talk about it later why. Alright Saturday celebrated with my buddies; Jason Chua, Qiyou, Kok Sheng, Qian Ling, Michelle, Jonathan, Derek, Lian Kwang, Jia Mao and Richard. Dinner at Sukudo and afterwhich headed down to Bugis, TopOne, for a singing session! LOL! Sang for 8 hours. Thank you everyone for celebrating my birthday once again. Thanks for the lovely cake Qiyou! Pictures will be up soon when i get it from them.

Sunday, seems to be so special, thinking that it's my birthday, it definitely enliven my mood somehow. But not for long until my mum anxiously waking me and my brothers up. Asking my brother to fetch her to the hospital. Telling us that my uncle is in the A&E. As quickly as we could, we rushed down to the hospital and devastatingly realised that we came too late, my uncle has passed away. My mind went blank at that moment.

Remember me saying about my grandma passed away this year? He is the uncle that diagnosed with senile. After my grandma has passed away, his siblings are pushing him around thinking that he would be a burden to them. So he ended up still staying at my second uncle house. Sigh, perhaps it's a relief for my uncle to die after my grandma's death. Just a difference of 8-9 months. What's all the siblings care is just themselves and money.

Tomorrow would be the last day of the funeral. Rest in peace as of now because nothing really matter now. My uncle don't have to suffer from that illness and i think he would be happier this way.

Oh ya, not to forget to thanks those people who wished me happy birthday. Nonetheless reading those wishes makes me feels so confused. Knowing that i ought to be happy but...

2008-11-22T10:12:00.008+08:00

Yeah ecstatic and excellence week!

Thursday was a shock! The interns surprised me with a cake during lunch. I'm totally unaware of it seriously. Went to eat the pizza shop (i don't know what is the name actually) and they just popped out with a cake and a birthday card! Thanks for the mini celebration Amelia, Tiffany, Tony, Wan Ching, Alicia and Lee Choo. Greatly appreciated.

Yesterday was supposedly intending to fake MC but turned out to be i'm really sick! Guess it's flu and all i lied to the doctor came true. Bravo! That's my karma for lying and faking MC. I'm in appalled to find out that i've a slightly above average blood pressure and the doctor advised me not to eat too oily, salty and sweet food. At this age?! Doctor are you serious? For a moment i thought the doctor was kidding with me. Okay i shall watch my diet from now on. Oh ya of course there's reason for taking MC yesterday. Going out with Christina and Stephanie for a mini celebration with me. Thanks for helping me to pay for the shorts. Initially was intending to eat buffet at the Royal what hotel la but ended up fully occupied. So went over to M hotel for a steamboat buffet but unfortunately it's also fully occupied. Lastly settled over at Fish Manhanttan. After that dinner it's partying at Double O with their friends; Kai and Jason. Yup will post the picture once i get it from the respective peoples.

Alright later at night would be celebrating with my buddies. HAHA....

2008-11-17T19:46:00.006+08:00

Just a random thought...

How do we usually define childish and mature? In what sense it is childish? In what sense it is mature? I guess everyone has their own standard of childish and mature. Reaching to my age, i doesn't know if i'm matured enough. It's just a natural perception of labeling because there's different degree of childish and mature.

So where do i stand? Childish, in the middle or matured?

2008-11-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

Life been so good so far. LOL!! Finally went prawning and the experience is terrific! Had fun over there with my buddies; Qiyou, Qian Ling, Choon Hua, Jason Chua, Kok Sheng, Lian Kwang, Jia Mao and Jonathan. Although we merely catch 8 pathetic prawns, we were very much relished. Yes, can't even cater each person with a prawn because the owner doesn't really top up the prawns in the pond. Felt so cheated. Anyway it's the experience and the companion of each other. Seems like it has been a long time since we gathered. LOL!! More of these prawning session next time.

2008-11-10T23:57:00.001+08:00

I bet you all can't believe that i will even watch Sing To The Dawn. Thanks to Amelia for accompanying me for this show. LOL! Actually the first impression on this show is very good because it was my literature's textbook back then. So i can kind of relate the show with the book. However, when i first saw the show, it was like a joke to me. The animation is very lousy and i don't know why it can be premier in the theater. Perhaps the show is meant for below 8 years old. LOL! Anyway if i were to choose between Sing To The Dawn and Tropic Thunder, i would choose the former. Plainly because Tropic Thunder is far too lame.

2008-11-09T16:06:00.003+08:00

Alright! This time round, i'm gonna save up money for my Taiwan trip with my buddies! I'm so wanna go oversea with my buddies which i haven't experience it since we have know each other from my secondary school days! Will save up for sure. In the meanwhile, it means no shopping, pubs and splurging of money!

Anyway, yesterday went to a weird pub with Christina, Stephanie and Kai. The atmosphere is so much uneasy than comfortable. So distracted by the people around there and especially the people with us! They are Kai's friends by the way. Haha, didn't even know the rest other than just the 4 of us. Felt so awkward and embarrass to drink their alcohol too. Told them to watch Sing To The Dawn they don't want la! Rather ended up in the pub. LOL!! Okay nonetheless, we still had our fair bit of fun over there. Oh ya! Found out that Tanjong Pagar has a lot of Gays' pub and club. One of them is Play. LOL!!! And just across the street that the pub we were at, it's another gay pub. LOL!

2008-10-30T23:39:00.003+08:00

Shall we go prawning, swimming, shopping, shouting, eating, drinking, watching, running?! Anyone? HAHA, i'm fucking bored. Staying at home really bores me to death. Especially when i'm facing this "retarded" computer. Like a tortoise's movement. Sigh....and my mood goes tortoise too.

2008-10-28T22:26:00.003+08:00

What is my dream? I would questioned myself sometimes. I couldn't answer this seemingly easy question. Chanced upon Wikipedia and miraculously found out that there are many billionaires and millionaires in this world. I just wonder how they achieved it? Mulling over such issue isn't any practical but sometime it really triggers my imagination of being one of them. Daydream a little for my own pleasure. Reading in awe, how much net worth they possessed and drown myself in a delusion of having a luxurious life. HAHAHA i know i'm really really dreaming. Anyhow, that was what i'm yearn for and i know everyone feels the same way too. Too bad, that's reality. It really bites.

I wonder why dream sounded so unreachable and unattainable. Perhaps, i should use aim rather than dream. Well, i have been through much of my attachment period already and it really let me experience what is a working life. Although i'm kind of like to work in a office life, it turned out to be a mundane process. Everyday reporting to a place lower than room temperature and facing the computer for 9 hours, from Monday to Friday or Saturday.

Guess i can still accept this kind of working life and i would want my future working life to be like this tentatively. Why tentatively? Because i don't know when will i change my mind again but for now, this would be the working life i wanna be. LOL!! Anyway i have another 2 years for me to consider whether to study or work.

P.S: Maybe i'm thinking a little too far...

2008-10-26T23:21:00.000+08:00

Had a fair bit of fun over at Pasir Ris park and E-hub today. Celebrated Michelle's early birthday and i'm the last person to arrive due to working. After which Deming, Qian Ling, Alex and me went to E-hub for a movie. Watched High School Musical 3 and i'm pretty amazed! Like the songs very much. Just pondering why Singapore's secondary school is so different from the high school over at US. LOL!! Okay i know it's only a movie and is a musical movie that is far exaggerated. Simply like that movie very much.

Well, Choon Hua went to New Zealand, Michelle and Jason Chua went to Taiwan and Qiyou went to KL. So so so wanted to go oversea too and I really mean oversea; not to J.B. Alright, that be all. Bye!

2008-10-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

Didn't wake up on the right side of my bed and i'm getting all grumpy today. What's wrong with me? Feeling so impatient and agitated by some trivial issue. I'm seriously sick in the mind. Please please please cleanse away those noxious mentality. I really need someone to invigorate my life in some point of my time.

P.S: Sometime i breathe in so hard to fill up the emptiness in my heart.

2008-10-24T23:51:00.022+08:00

Hey peepz! I know i have not been promptly updating my blog. So, here it is.

Sigh, Friday should be a fun-out day for me but i'm stuck at home! Apparently i don't know who to ask because by the thinking of it, most of my friends are busy with their own activities. No choice but to stay at home. I'm really bore stiff.

Should i talk about my attachment? I think i will just save it for myself and shall not bores you people with my mundanely boring attachment life.

Hmmm, actually i've some pending expired photos that i wanted to post out but due to my plain laziness, i didn't get to post out. So here it goes:

At Vogue on 27th Sept.

Outing with Christina on 5th Oct.

At Vogue on 11st Oct.

P.S: Qiyou don't kill me after seeing my this entry. LOL!

2008-10-20T22:46:00.001+08:00

AHHH.... Itchy hand! Screwed up my blogskin and i've no time to change another blogskin so i used the default blogskin provided by blogger. LOL!! This would be my temporary blogskin. Alright bye. So tired.

2008-10-19T21:26:00.006+08:00

Utterly disappointed in myself yesterday. I'm supposed to work yesterday but i overslept! Omfg, really. Didn't expect myself to even overslept during attachment although i always late for work. I think i should do some soul-searching and to know when should i play and when should i not play overboard. Like that i'm as good as risking my attachment with the time i'm enjoying. This really cannot happen again. This will definitely affect my appraisal in anyway. Thinking of tomorrow, i'm so ashamed of facing my supervisor. Felt so sorry that this actually happen to me. Sigh...what a grave mistake.

2008-10-10T23:59:00.001+08:00

Actually time management is an extremely important issue. Without time management, all the things will be disorganize and out of place. Why did i bring up this issue? The reason is because i don't have a single talent in time management. Okay, right now most of my time is committed to my attachment and getting the minimum time left for myself, friends and my family.

Anyway, speaking of my attachment, it has been a month! Fast huh? Can't believe myself too. Furthermore, today marks the end of my attachment in the collection department. Starting next week will be transfered to the other department. Initially i can't wait to change to the other department but now i beg to differ. No doubt i have developed a feeling in that department and most of the people over there are so friendly. Learn plenty of things over there! On the contrary, i have a hunch that over the other department, i will not learn anything. Sigh just have to bare another 2 months over at that seemingly boring department.

Since i said today is the last day in the collection department, 2 of my supervisors actually treated me, Lee Choo and Amelia to lunch. Went to a chicken rice restaurant and i didn't realise there's restaurant near my workplace up until now. Really very thankful to them because they really taught me a lot of things and it will definitely be useful for my future.

Alright back to what i wanna say about time management.

Perhaps i neglected some and putting more time on the others. I find it hard to balance out proportionally equal to the ones around me. Does you all experience the same encounter as me?

Oh ya! I didn't expect myself to cry while i'm watching Naruto! LOL!! Those who got follow the Naruto episodes closely, you all should know what's happening in the show right now. It's just so sad to see Asuma die (Spoiler to those people who haven't watch till that episode). LOL!!

P.S: Bottle it up or letting it go?

2008-10-05T10:08:00.008+08:00

It has been quite awhile since i last blog. Woke up early today because i slept super early yesterday at 7.30 pm. LOL!! I'm extremely exhausted because i felt like i didn't sleep at all on Friday's night.

Did you all come across such incident when you are sleeping but you felt that you didn't sleep at all? Like still awake in the mind yet you are so eager to go into lalaland? Then the next thing you hear was the alarm ringing, open up your lethargic eyes and talking to yourself, "oh my god, i didn't sleep at all!"? LOL!! That's how i feel when i woke up yesterday morning to school.

Sigh, so after going to school yesterday, met the couple dog-male-female; Jason Chua and Michelle to Marina Square. LOL!! Shopping around that area and i got myself nothing! Was feeling more and more tried while walking around and i decided to go back home to sleep my ass off!

Just now my dad told me he can hear me snoring in the living room yesterday night. LOL!!

Alright i'm off to work at Sushi Tei. See you! =]

2008-09-26T23:50:00.002+08:00

I believe it would be a fruitful and eventful weekend for me. In fact, from yesterday, i met up with Richard and Qiyou at hougang. Supposedly only taking my watch from Richard but ended up relishing at Kbox. LOL!! It was an impromptu idea actually.

As what Richard said yesterday, it's really very lucky to have such friendship although we seldom catch up with each other now, we still so close as before. Deep inside my heart, i agree wholeheartedly. My buddies really weigh a substantial amount in my heart. Love you all!!!(this is the first time i'm saying such a thing *puke*) LOL!! It really seems just like yesterday when we were still hanging around more often than now. All those tiffs and arguments; cake smashing; good times and bad times.

Alright, enough of my buddies, moving on to today's happening.

Haha, went to see a doctor partly because i just wanna give myself a rest day today! However, i'm really sick okay! I've sore throat and my job scope involves calling. So i can't possibly talk with my sore throat, right? Supposedly meeting Richard for swimming in the afternoon but ended up waking up in the afternoon. Which means i have to go and take my MC first before going for a swim. Alas, by the time i've took my MC, it's already mid afternoon. The sun wouldn't be scorching hot anymore. Hence, we postponed to tomorrow. Met him for lunch and bid him goodbye and meet Jason Foo, Chen Long and Wen Ming at marina square.

Went to have a closer look at the F1 race and i'm totally regretted. Especially the thunderous sound whenever the car speeding pass us. I find it boring and pointless to stand there just to get a few glimpse of the car in addition to the tormenting noise pollution. Just can't understand why people would want to torture themselves by standing over there. Alright i know it's a rare sight in Singapore but watching on television is neither a bad choice.

Tomorrow would be fun too. Swimming and over at Vogue. Till then, bye humans.

2008-09-21T18:11:00.003+08:00

For a fleeting moment, it seems that i'm flustering over something i couldn't comprehend on. Perhaps being engulfed by some emotions that i couldn't differentiate by myself. Woke up today and i'm all listless and unfocused. There's seriously something i ought to do and must be done. Changes has to be done for sure.

2008-09-19T23:56:00.002+08:00

Don't you all agree that certain songs reminds you of someone naturally? Hmmm... Hmmm... Hmmm... =/

2008-09-17T23:29:00.004+08:00

Went out with Jason Foo after our attachment. had Billy Bombers, thanks for the treat. Bought some formal shirt as i'm really in need of them. Sigh, have to wear 5 days and i seriously think that girls are more fortunate than guys. They can dress differently despite being said formal. unlike guys, what can guy wear for formal?

So anyway, bought 2 formal shirts which i deem it would be wasteful because after my attachment i will practically chunked those formal wears in my wardrobe forever or maybe for presentation in school only. Alright, shan't complaining. Ultimately it's the grades that matter most; not those formal wears. LOL!!

Those routine at work can really be dreadful! I wonder how my colleagues survive until today as some have stay with the company for as long as almost 10 years in the same department i suppose. Really admire them! I'm looking forward to 11 October because that would means attach to the other department. Haha! Well well well...i must say my current department is a good exporsure, really. Till then, bye all. =)

P.S: So much for my mundanely life.

2008-09-14T16:11:00.005+08:00

Chanced upon something interesting! Was browsing through Wikipedia and ended up reading about Midnight sun, Polar night and Aurora. Have u all heard about this before? Midnight sun is some kind of phenomenon that occur where the sun remains visible at the local midnight. Thus, on the contrary, Polar night is the opposite effect of Midnight sun. Haha, maybe it doesn't sound as interesting as you all thought but you all can check Wikipedia for more information. Aurora is another magnificent phenomenon where a glow in the sky seen at polar latitudes, mainly seen at night. It is also known as Dance of the Spirits. Found these pictures at wikipedia and i'm sure it's a lifetime remembrance if you ever seen these.

Midnight sun

Different colours of Auroras:

2008-09-12T23:54:00.001+08:00

A night out with the 2 idiots, namely, Jason Chua and Michelle Quek. Met them over at E-hub after my work. Anyhow, i reached there earlier than them and since i have not been there before, i took a tour around that mall. Roaming around aimlessly actually. To my surprise, i actually roamed all over the mall within 15 minutes. LOL!! Exploring and deciding where to settle our dinner later. The mall is quite small actually but anyway, the purpose is not regarding E-hub but the movie we were going to watch.

Watched the movie, Boys Over Flowers, it's actually Meteor Garden but is in Japanese. Quite an entertaining movie if you have watched the previous dramas. After which, headed home and here i'm updating!

Come to think of it, it has been 3 days since i started my attachment. So far so good. Everyone in the office are very friendly. Especially my department although seemingly gloomy, it's actually not what it seems to be. Lively during breaks; serious when working.

Still have a long stay to go, gotta work hard and remain a pleasant stay! All the way!!!

Oh oh oh, something that i should celebrate on. I don't have to take supplementary paper for my exams! Pass all with drowning colours. LOL!! I'm quite contented with the results given although it's not all fantastic. Anyway i'm easily content regarding exams results. A mere pass can make my day.

P.S: Sharing good things make things twice as good; sharing bad things make things half as bad.

2008-09-09T01:44:00.004+08:00

1 week of holiday gone pass so quickly like a blink of an eye. So right now, i will be attach to a company called DP Information Network Pte Ltd. Still have no idea what is the company operating on. Guess it will be a dreadful 3 months cause there won't be any companion for me...and don't say there is!! There isn't! LOL!! Some will know what i meant. Anyway, i hope that the place is not what i'd imagine. Seems like i will be doing financial analysis thingy and i'm really suck at it. Should have take HR rather than finance and now i have to do the finance thingy again. Sigh, think i've worried too much. LOL! Whatever! It's just 3 months! 12 weeks! 90 days! Just bare with it for now. =/

2008-09-04T14:25:00.006+08:00

Alright that day went to celebrate Kok Sheng's birthday with the usual people every year. Had a whale of time with them. For me, birthday celebrations is extremely important because everyone are busy with their own things and only birthday celebration is the linkage for us to gather around despite all the business. I really cherish all the birthday celebration. Yes, really.

Okay anyway where we went that day? We went to dine at cafe cartel and watched 4bia after that. That show is worth watching. Quite scary and hilarious at the same time. LOL!! I bet qiyou is still taking the aftermath of that show. Yesterday when we were working, i told him to be careful because he might wake up in that awful and creepy position. LOL! Okay to illustrate with a clearer understanding, i will post that position for you all to see. Haha, my drawing sucks, i know. But i will need you all to visualise yourself. In a begging position with your head twisted to the back instead of facing down.

I can't find the picture in the net so i draw it. LOL!!

2008-08-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

Geez! At last, Comex IT Fair has come to an end. It was a dread for me to work just 2 days and i'm there whining it's fucking tired. LOL!! Erm..at least i can say overall the pay is still better than sushi tei due to the fact that there is commission. However, the commission considered to be very little as Jason Foo they all have worked for quite a number of times in IT Fair. Nonetheless, if i were to choose, i still prefer sushi tei. LOL!! Don't know why, perhaps being a promoter isn't my calling. I'm so sick and lazy to just plainly repeating myself to the customer about the GPS system. Explain umpteen times to those inhuman customers. Freaking angry when there's one customer coming back to ask how to search THOMSON ROAD!! After explaining to him, that bloody fucker said he actually bought the GPG system yesterday and he came back to ask how to search THOMSON ROAD. Fucking waste of my time and my effort plus he is very bo liao. LOL!! I could have spend my time explaining to those who are keen in buying the product. Okay, that was the first time i'm working as a promoter. It's a good exposure and experience for me indeed. Shall try it again if there's a chance. Alright i think i shall stop here because i'm too tired to even say "bye". LOL!! I just did.

2008-08-29T13:27:00.007+08:00

Finally my exams was over. Haven't been updating due to busy mugging of my exams. I think i can prepare for my supplementary paper already. Sigh, have a hunch that i would fail both my finance papers. Anyway it's over and no point mulling over it. Just have to wait for the results to come out.

Hmmm, during the week of my exams, i attended Sushi Tei's annual Dinner and Dance over at Orchard hotel. LOL!! Yes, i still have the cheek to say i went to enjoy the dinner despite heading home after my Monday paper and mug for the next paper. LOL!! Anyway i didn't regret going in fact. It was an eye opener for me as this was the first time attending such event. After that, went over to Vogue with some of my colleagues. Then headed home thereafter.

Alright, hopefully i won't have to take supplementary paper. I'll be more than happy to receive a mere passing D grade for my finance papers. I would be content with that.

Sushi Tei's part-timers

Some of us.

Snow white and the 2 brothers.

Me & captain. LOL!

@ Vogue

2008-08-14T21:21:00.002+08:00

Feeling tired and sleepy the whole day. Okay perhaps it's practically everyday. Keep sleeping whenever i'm in the bus, at home or having break time in school. Shouldn't waste my precious time sleeping, i must study more!! LOL!! Tomorrow would be the last lesson i'm gonna wake up especially early for tutorial. Can't afford to be late. Okay bye!

2008-08-13T00:50:00.003+08:00

Come to think of it, the number of my friends in poly is very limited. Very few in fact. I don't know where should i go when i'm having breaks. Who to meet when i'm free? I don't know. It's all so lonely sometime in school. Not looking forward to go to school at all. Maybe the usual were not around anymore, i just have to go on my own.

P.S: Still there's nothing has been made even with merely words of realization.

2008-08-12T20:06:00.002+08:00

Today was a trash! Freaking wasting my time in school. Consider me lucky because i didn't attend HR lecture in the morning. Couldn't drag myself out of the bed so i gave the HR lecture a miss and apparently it appeared to be canceled. However, little did i expect that the next lecture was not made compulsory. It was meant to be a consultation period to clear our doubts from the lectures. Thus, me and charlene went to Tampines mall to kill time at Ajisen. LOL!!

Went back school for Managerial Accounting tutorial and my group failed our assignment. Dammit. Thought that i could get at least a B for my coursework. So disappointed and it shattered my dreams just like that. Alright gotta mug for this subject already. Sigh.....

2008-08-10T20:48:00.009+08:00

Yesterday was National Day and i didn't feel excited at all. For me, it's just another normal day. Perhaps i'm not rooted to Singapore itself. Thus, i was sleeping like a dead log while the national day parade was broadcast live. Actually wanted to see the fireworks with Jason Foo they all but thinking of the crowd, it simply discouraged me to go. LOL!! Met my cousins, Qiyou and Ah Gong at Vogue later that night. Had lots of fun over there. WAHAHAHA!!!

2008-08-08T23:39:00.008+08:00

Argh! Can't stand my mother's side family. After my grandmother has passed away, things were not like before. When my grandmother was on her deathbed, she was so worried about how his eldest son gonna do after she have left. That uncle of mine actually suffered senile dementia. So my grandmother has requested her children to settle him down at an old folks' home.

5 months after the decease of my grandmother, the adults still haven't settled my uncle to an old folks' home. They simply keep pushing him around like an unwanted person. It's very sad that his siblings actually treated him this way. If my guessing were correct, the reason for pushing him around is because he would be an adding burden and expenses to them. My mother and my aunt, by right, actually can't do anything because they have already married out of the family. But what did the other 4 brothers do? Pushing him around and keep pestering my mother. They don't even account the kinship amongst them and yet, they are most concern about their money.

When grandparents were no longer exist, the whole family would just fall apart. The linkage of the whole family will be destructed after the main linker has gone.

On a lighter note, today after i've knock off from work, i went to change my clothes in the toilet. So i was happily talking to my colleagues while putting my bag on the ledge right above an urinal. When i pulled out my jeans from the bag, and the next thing i know was that my shirt dropped onto the urinal!!! Bloody hell. So disgusting!! So i have no choice but to wear my oversized uniform back home. OMG!!! Luckily i didn't see anyone familiar on my way home. LOL!!! -_-" Phew!~

2008-08-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

A good news to share! I'm able to go Sushi Tei's D&D!! LOL!! My manager asked me to join them after my exams on that day although i will be missing out the front part of the event. Little did i expect that his kind intention actually come with a hidden agenda. Which is asking me to work next Saturday. He knows that i would reject him but betting his luck on the D&D, he thought that he might succeed. Unfortunately, he failed. LOL!!!

Thus, my persistent manager keep pestering me to work next saturday and asked me not to work next friday instead. He claims that he's in need of manpower next Saturday and i told him that the rest of the part-timers haven't write in their schedule yet, confirm enough people one. LOL!! Afterall, i have to act busy the whole day just to avoid him asking me to work next Saturday.

Okay la, actually i can help him but next Friday would be the last day of the accounting month for my pay for August. That's why i'm gonna work on that day. Anyway, come to think of it, i never help him when he requested me to work for him. LOL!! Alright shall relent to him this time round. Tomorrow then tell him. He will be so damn happy. LOL!! =X

2008-08-05T23:56:00.003+08:00

When was the last time i've seen Chirstina? I can't remember myself too. Okay! So finally i get to meet her today and we went to chomp chomp for a dinner. After which, we headed to The Coffee Bean to slack. So we started taking pictures and there are 2 pictures that is "viewable". LOL!!

Seriously i loves Serangoon Garden because the place is so convenient as there are so many pubs, cafes, restaurants and even NTUC and cold storage. So so so peaceful staying over there. Next time i will be living over there for sure. That would be my ideal place of living.

Christina acting cute only. LOL!!

Christina acting chio only. =X

Charlene show me this and i find it quite meaningful.
叶子的离开是因为风的追求还是树的不挽留?
LOL!! BYEBYE!!

2008-08-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

I would say this weekend has been a blast. LOL!! Totally enjoyed myself and i shan't elaborate what i have been doing. If only i have unlimited supply of money, it's preferable for me to go on like this on every weekend. That's why now i'm putting more n more schedule per week to work so that i don't have to use my friends as a form of a credit card and also to kill time at the same time.

I guess everything has taken its change since last week. Everyone has their own commitment right now. Furthermore, i will need some time to get use to what it is currently. I'm tired of initiating anything anymore. So let us commit our rightful time with our rightful someone. I guess it's better that way.

Felt like a hermit crab lately. Hiding to its shell when there's something happening. To protect itself and isolate itself from the surrounding. Recuperating; regain its courage to step outside to see the world again.

It seems that everyone has their own problem and i shouldn't burden them with my problems. That's why blogger would be another channel that i can rely on without even burdening others. Just within myself will do.

Another thing is that it seems i'm reaching out for your sympathy but don't misunderstand it. It's better to be sensitive before people misunderstand it. =)

P.S: Again, i supposed it's not my turn yet.

2008-08-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

Yes!!! I'm so so so darn happy today because i'd spend my day fruitfully with my brother. LOL!! Went shopping with him after school. Alright, that's because i just gotten my pay today. However, i spent all the money today too. LOL!! But it's all worthwhile. It has been a long time since i can really spend my money without even thinking of the financial problems. It would be an eventful weekend for me ahead. So bye all!! HAHAHAHAHA. =)

2008-07-30T22:47:00.004+08:00

Presentation was a gonna today. Not because Charlene was absented but i literally don't even know how should i present my part. LOL!! I'm so sorry. Luckily my group only presented to my tutor and some of my cliques and not to the whole class. If not i'm sure to be embarrass infront of the whole class. Alright, hope my group won't fare badly for the presentation.

Wahahaha!!! 2 more days to get my pay. So so so in need of money now. Shall splurge with the little amount of money i earned. Okay nothing interesting to blog about recently. So bye all. =)

P.S: It's so bothersome to be so darn free.

2008-07-27T23:55:00.002+08:00

Because the pain was always there just that i didn't have a time to attend to my sprained ankle. Well well, ya today went to see a chinese physician because of my sprained ankle. Have not been to see a physician until now. Great huh? LOL!! Let me see, i think it has been more than 2 weeks already and now i'm addressing to my injury. Something amused me is that how would they know i've hurt my ligament just by analysing my pulse? LOL!! Erm...okay...

2008-07-26T16:54:00.002+08:00

Argh!! Seriously i'm so damn broke now. So have to stay at home until i get my pathetic pay which is at the end of the month. It's always a struggle when i feels so so broke. Friends asking me out and i have to decline them. Anyhow after i get my pay, i will be broke again after 3 days. WAHAHA cause my pay is merely 200 bucks. Alright i don't know what to blog actually. Bye! -_-"

2008-07-21T23:50:00.003+08:00

Oh man!! Why does my exams crashes with my sushi tei's dinner and dance???!!! I've been anticipating to go for a whole year but now it really shattered my anticipation. No more!!! I don't understand why the school need to put such a BIG break in between the 2 papers in 1 day. For mine, it's 9.30am to 11.30am and the other one at 7pm to 9pm. Like what the fuck, seriously. I don't need those EXTRA break for me to revise my next subject okay?! It's like so redundant, if you studied last minute, will you think that it's enough or substantial? Argh!! Okay i'm just so unhappy with the exam timetable. But what else can i do other than my grumbling? Ya, just that. =/ Whatever!

2008-07-20T02:30:00.004+08:00

Haven't been staying at home for more than 24 hours. LOL!! Friday night went over to stay at Qiyou's place together with my brother. Had some mahjong and we are not playing for money but instead playing with drinking. So the losers of every round gets to drink a cup of alcohol. Haha...ya i know it's kinda lame. Anyway i couldn't really sleep because i'm not used to sleep with his super duper soft pillow and they snatched all the blanket while they were deep in their sleep.

Next morning, went to work with my brother while Qiyou happily went over to national library for his project. Seriously, it was a drag to go for work but luckily, i'm scheduled to be runner!! Haha...don't have to face the customers and it is not as tiring as what i have expected. LOL!! Alright after work, went over to Michelle's place for a session of mahjong with Jason Chua, Qian Ling and her boyfriend. Like finally we all met up for a session of mahjong. It's been ages since we last played one.

Not sitting under the San Fransisco seat this time round and Qian Ling sat on it. LOL!! That seat deemed to be unlucky and many times have proven it correctly. So Qian Ling indeed lose all her chips. Haha...and i won quite a bit. Seems like my luck has come back...Heheheheh...

Perhaps that was the trade off i get when the other factor came failing at me. =/

P.S: Happy 1st anniversary to both of my buddies.

2008-07-17T23:57:00.001+08:00

Alright Finally gotten all the photos in various events. LOL!! Shall post all the pictures. Too lazy to even elaborate. WAHAHAHA!!

Peiwen's Birthday Celebration

Cousin Gathering

Adrian's 21st Birthday Celebration

2008-07-12T23:59:00.001+08:00

Had my NAPFA test on Thursday. Guess what?! I fell down before the test commenced. Probably a bad omen for my test but i chose not to believe it right until i have tested every sections. Alas, it was a bad omen right from the start and what worse was that i'd sprain my ankle while i fell down. LOL!! Well, it's over and i gonna retake again because i got a freaking bronze. Gonna get a silver at the minimum. Argh...if only my standing board jump can be better and if only i could jump 3 cm further to get my 2 points which can earn me a silver. Sigh, if only i can retry my standing board jump again at that moment. Alright, i know it's no point brooding over this cause it has already over. LOL!!!

Yesterday, didn't attend my tutorial in the morning due to laziness and thinking of walking pass the corridor will be a dread for me due to my sprained ankle. So i just skipped the tutorial and this time round i gonna get a warning letter for sure. Went to school at a latter time to complete my SAPM project which was due on that day at 5 pm. Unfortunately, my group handed in late by 30 minutes or so. Nevermind, at least we tried our best already.

Today, went out to celebrate puiwen's birthday at sushi tei and after that headed to Geneveie's house and then went home. Aright, photos will be up when they send me. =)

2008-07-09T23:06:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!! I seriously need a new pair of shoe!! My shoe has worn out long ago and i couldn't afford to buy a new one for myself. See how pathetic i'm. LOL!! Hope my mum notice my shoe but i doubt even she notice it, she won't do anything about it. Okay, i just have to wait for next month to get myself a new pair of shoe. I'm really really desperate for a new pair of shoe because i can't imagine i'm wearing that pathetic shoe to work. Step onto a very very very shallow and small scale puddle of water can really soak my whole feet. Alright shall stop whining because i'd still need to wait till the end of the month.

Was super tired today because yesterday went out with my cousins to my grandmother's house for a dinner. Jun Hao bought durian and after our dinner, we headed to a pub at Boat Quey. And there's this myth that durian can't go with alcohol but we actually did that. Heard that it's fatal if both mixed together. LOL!! Apparently nothing happened to me or the rest of my cousins. So i can say it's really a myth only. Had fun playing those dices games and thanks to those SUBMARINES!! I'm feeling all giddy. Hahaha.

Back to school today because i self-proclaim a day of holiday yesterday. Didn't go to school because i don't feel like going and it's a long day with lectures and tutorial. So yes, i'm back and SAPM lecture is like hypnotizing me to sleep. Whenever the lecturer start talking, i went dosing off and whenever it's break time, i'm feeling all awake. LOL!! I'm weird.

2008-07-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm not rotting at home. Went out to celebrate my buddy Jason Chua's birthday. It was a simple celebration due to our financially tied down circumstance. Alright, dined at marche at vivo city and catch a movie, Wanted, after that. The show was nice as there were so many exciting parts. Overall, it's still worth the price. LOL! Surprise for Jason on Tuesday because the present have yet to delivery to his house, only until Tuesday. So please anticipate it! Pictures for now.

2008-07-04T13:18:00.004+08:00

Alright, i know i've been lacking of updates in my blog. Finally i have time to update one because today my lesson was canceled and i don't need to go to school. Which means i don't need an alarm clock to wake me up, i can wake up as and when i like. Haha. Anyway, the past week was a dread for me. Feeling so lethargic almost everyday and caused me to loss focus on my projects and homework. Luckily i have today to replenish my energy and i really needs that seriously.

P.S: We always look things in a simple way until something caught us up real hard.

2008-06-24T23:59:00.004+08:00

I believe it's a tough week for everyone because everyone is adhere with the deadline of projects. Of course i'm also tied down with all the projects deadline. Be it school work, disputes or even personal problem, it really have a huge impact on me; physically and mentally drained out.

To my group mates:
I'm really sorry for not able to contribute as i really know nuts about FA and SAPM. You all might say it is an excuse and yes, i know it can be an excuse. I don't know how should i help out when everything u all have discussed were as though known alien to me. Really felt ashame when i see you all trying so hard. As for the problem that has always been there, i hope everything will be fine.

To you:
Perhaps you're mulling over why of my sudden change of attitude towards you. Have you ever think about why i would have behave this way after that conversation? It has been hard on me and also to see you were so distressed by it. You were so tired today made me had that surge of pain on my heart. For a fleeting moment, worried is the word to describe what i felt. I'm wondering if you were just used to calling me that or otherwise.

2008-06-21T18:12:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile. This holiday has been an eventful one, i should say. Anyway, this short 2 weeks of holidays just flew by so quickly without even giving us apparent notice. Coming monday would be the commencement of the school and i'm so darn reluctant to go back to school! Reason because i know projects are piling up again or should i say it has never been any lesser. Another reason would be that this short holidays will also be the last holiday that i'm gonna enjoy. The next holiday is meant for my attachment and i can affirmed that the seemingly holiday is just another working adults life. Is there anything more to anticipate when this holidays ends? There's none in my mind now but there's one in my heart though.

2008-06-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yay!! Went out for a lunch with Michelle and Jason Chua at compass point, sakae sushi. I'm quite sick of sushi right now because i always get to eat sushi whenever i work. So for now, sushi gives me some kind of nauseate. Barely ate much and the food over there was so horrible. I still prefer sushi tei but the price also very appealing too. LOL! After which went to play a quick mahjong at michelle's house and then went to meet Jason Foo, Cheng Long and Wen Ming for a run. Sigh, nafa test is coming, 3rd of july and i'm not prepared for it. Die die must get a silver at least if not i have to serve NS for 3 months more which i dread to serve it.

As promise, uploaded the photos for the 2 birthday celebrations. LOL!!

Celebrating Christina's birthday

With Birthday girl

Jing xuan and Qiyou

I'm prepared to be smash by this cake.

-.-"

Playing the disgusting game.

Should i eat it? Bah!

Bah! Don't think just eat.

2008-06-08T03:30:00.002+08:00

Alright just gotten back home from chirstina's birthday celebration with Qiyou and Jing Xuan. It was a rather "late" celebration because it was a belated birthday and also dined late at around 9 pm at crystal jade. After that, went to watch Chronicle of Narnia, Caspian Prince without Qiyou and Jing Xuan. One went double o and another one headed home.

Friday went to Richard's birthday BBQ at pasir ris. It's so long since we all gathered together and it's always a pleasure to hang around with them. Played ultimate number (zhong ji mi ma) due to the oversupply of food, we couldn't finish it all. So we were literally forcing ourselves to sallow those food if we lose the game. Divided ourselves into 3 groups and the bottom line for this game is "you reap what you sow" because many evidents proven that whichever person wanna mix those disgusting sauce to those bet of hotdogs, that person will eventually eat it himself. LOL!! I guess Deming is the winner of that game, eaten the most food and the most disgusting food and did sow what he reap. LOL!

Alright will post pictures of the 2 events once i get it from them.

Till then, i shall turn in now. Good night all.

2008-06-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

WAHH!!! Like finally, mid-sem tests are all over. Actually already in a holiday mood today even though it's my last paper. Nevertheless, there's a good thing and a bad thing about today's Financial Analysis paper. The good thing is i didn't learn much for the paper because all the questions were largely using your own thinking cap. LOL! And the bad thing is i'm gonna fail that paper. Anyhow bombard anything that i know into that paper. That lady tutor really is a very nice person, still gave us 15 minutes more to do our paper. Appreciate it but i still don't know how to do. LOL!!

After the test, headed to chinatown with my groupmates. Went for some K session which only need 10 dollars to sing our lungs burst! Free flow of drinks and a free yucky fake shark's fin. I said yucky but i still swallowed all. Aiya don't waste food la, Africa already not enough food to eat and yet, we are here wasting food whereby we can probably save a life with that amount of wastage.

After that, we went on separate ways, ta bao yam paste for Li Lin and saw Cheng Long at compass point. LOL!! I think we have met each other in that situation twice already. Anyway, after delivered yam paste to Li Lin, went to play table tennis with Jason Foo, Wen Ming and Cheng Long. LOL!!

Bad day for the start of my day and turned out to be an enjoyable day for me later of the day.
WAHAHAHHAHAHAHA....

2008-06-03T18:46:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt annoyed and angry over yourself for fearing something and couldn't overcome it? Everytime it occurs, it's either you face and overcome it or run away from it. Just like a person who suffers acrophobia and the cure for it is to face the heights and gradually overcome from it. So as i'm saying, every fear has a solution to solve it.

The label doesn't seems to go off as if it's a brand i'm wearing for life. No matter how hard i tried to sway off the label, it's just seem to be wasting the effort. Still lacking of those confident a man should possess.

2008-05-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Worked at turf club today with Jason Foo, Qiyou and Chen Long and seriously i can't imagine if i were to work alone for today, it will be a completely different mood. It was really fun working with them especially with that joker Jason and Qiyou. LOL!! Alright, over there, it was not as organized as compared to sushi tei and also more hectic than sushi tei. But what's more important and relishing is the process of working; working with friends. By the way, it is my first time entering to the turf club, seeing those horse races. Actually it's quite cool to become a horse racer too huh? LOL!!!

2008-05-16T22:28:00.010+08:00

Today is such an eventful day for me seriously. First of all, it's CCN day in my school but my class didn't participate. Supposedly dismissed at 12 pm but ended up waiting for Pui Wen, Li Lin and Jason Foo until 5 pm because their class participated. Can't believe i can slack in school for that long. So while waiting for them, i joined Jia Sheng and Charlene with their study at the study room.

After they came in, Li Lin brought a balloon along and soon we started playing with the balloon. This is what we were doing in the room; proving that we all can reach the balloon expect Li Lin. LOL!!! Watch the video....

I can say that height really hinders on the person's capability. LOL!! Laughed till stomach drop seriously.

After that, we went on separate ways; Pui wen and Li lin went for their appreciation dinner, Jia sheng and Charlene went home, while me and Jason foo went town for some window shopping. After all the tired walkings, we settled down at coffee bean before heading toward the food court at Taka for our dinner. This was where my frustration sets in.

We were discussing what to eat infront of the mix pig organ soup stall and the enthusiastic uncle overheard our conversation and shouted, "1 mix pig organ soup ar?" So i have no choice but to order that since the uncle already said that. Thus, jason followed and ordered the same. While that enthu uncle was cooking and preparing the soup, he told us that he will add cai xim and bean sprout into our soup. Happily we thank him for his kind-hearted intention but little did i expect that that kind-hearted intention could be a nightmare in disguise.

So we settled down and started digging in. After eating for quite sometime, i found out that most of the ingredients were not cooked properly. So i was fumingly complaining to jason for all those raw meat and pig liver where jason's soup was properly cooked. Suddenly, jason asked me what did that uncle keep shouting to promote his food just now. He thought that it was some kind of japanese words, "o-i-shi-tei", but i corrected him, it was in fact "always is there".

Hence, we carefully listen to what he is shouting, he shouted, "zhu zha tang, always is there." and beef noodle, always is there." This made us kept on laughing like nuts and we started adding our own sarcasm by saying that the bowl of soup will always be there and stuff like that.

I only ate the tofu and the additional cai xim and bean sprout.

Still can see the raw part!!

This was not the best part, i went over and "complemented" him for the nice food he is selling and to my surprise, he recommended me to come at that timing because the soup is the best. -.-" IT'S HORRIBLE.

2008-05-14T01:17:00.002+08:00

Right now already in year 3 and i merely have left with only less than a year to graduate. Thus, i said that i must make a change in my attitude towards studies but i still dose off during lectures despite setting up my mind. I just couldn't stay awake and focus despite of my ample sleep the previous night.

Alright, i really can sense that everything in school seems successful in the outside but differs in the inside actually. MA tutor is so sucky as usual. How rare for me to do my tutorial questions but that tutor just couldn't teach us effectively.

Many a times i may seems all out of a sudden became too quiet and depressed but it wasn't actually what i'm feeling. Just that i'm too tired to express any expression or emotions. Especially, it's a long day out.

2008-05-08T03:22:00.003+08:00

Am i behaving too nuisance lately? Felt like the spirit inside me isn't me. Can't help but to think whether have i changed? I don't know why i always get agitated over tiny little things with you. Perhaps i'm expecting too much of my demand and expressed too little of my understanding.

2008-05-01T12:52:00.003+08:00

I reckon each time i go club, my ears will gets some more damage due to the thunderously loud music. Went over to st james yesterday with the usual clique; Qiyou, Christina and Stephanie. Qiyou's sister (Violet) sneak us in to bellini room which we were actually not suppose to enter due to the age limit. LOL!! There's a jazz bar when you walk to the end of the path. There's a live band singing while people dancing salsa. Felt like learning salsa when i saw them dancing in pleasure. After that went over to power house and it was really packed. It's damn hilarious when there's this bunch of girls making fun of the uncle next to us on the dance floor. Those girls conveniently take those left over drinks from the nearest table to let that uncle drink. LOL!! Then they keep shouting "lao uncle, lao uncle, lao uncle" and "go away, go away, go away" while the uncle dancing like a retard. Then before headed back home, we went to have supper at hougang 401. LOL!! Seriously, i don't really like power house as what my brother told me, it's not fun over there. Now i agree with him too.

2008-04-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

I've made up my mind. Since there is no way i could get into a local university, i should must well drop the idea of taking calculus because my GPA is freaking low. Who cares whether it's entry requirement for local university or able to take calculus in their foundation year already doesn't matter to me. The results will still be the same due to my GPA. So why not drop calculus so that i could concentrate on other subjects which is more important to me right?

People always pay attention to their most inferior things rather than things that doesn't affect them directly. Hence, focusing too much effort on something that result in neglecting on other things. I think it really applies to many aspects of our life, yes? LOL!!

2008-04-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

I'm stuck in a dilemma whether to drop my calculus because i felt that the subject is so darn difficult and just because of calculus, i've to switch my managerial accounting tutorial class to a totally stranger class whereas there is other time slot that can perfectly fit in and don't require me to switch classes for managerial accounting. The school's system simply sucks.

Went to find the person in-charge of doing the amendment for the timetable and i thought there's a glimpse of hope when she said that she will change for me. Unfortunately, she said that the ideal calculus time slot i wanna change to has reached its maximum capacity for each class. Like what the hell, it was the system fault for making my timetable a mess and now she is saying i couldn't change. So no choice, i have to wait for people to drop out of calculus in order for me to enter the ideal time slot. Hope someone drop out or falls really ill that couldn't go to school or even die. LOL!! Just kidding. Just hoping that someone drop out. HEHE!

2008-04-14T16:13:00.002+08:00

Yeah!! 1 last week of holiday to go before school commencing again. This holiday i didn't waste my time off rotting at home but wasting my entire morning sleeping. Felt like my world only meant to exist in the afternoon and night. Hope i don't wake up late for morning lesson when school starts. I wanna excel my grades this time round. LOL!! Sounds not convincing right? But i'll still do my best.

2008-04-09T23:21:00.001+08:00

Went to watch The Three Kingdoms with Deming and Michelle at bugis. The show is just alright but Jason Chua told me that the show was damn nice. LOL!! I guess it's individual preference. After the movie, Deming went on to meet his friend and me and Michelle went to dine at the hongkong cafe at kovan. Thanks for treating me, Mich!

I'm glad that i'd kind of solved the hypothesis. Just give the person who needed the most. =) However, i still feel bad for not being able to give all the apples to all 4 of them. Really sorry and thanks for being understanding.